id just like to tell yall how truly blessed I am...
To be honest, Curt and I have had our problems. A few of them.. We fight over dumb things, sometimes I'm way too emotional, I hold grudges for too long, I'm still trying to find out just who I am and what I want in life. Although I'm not sure what exactly I want, I know in the end I want to be with my husband and son forever and ever. That was never a question. I've met new people lately who have made me question where I was heading in life.
The world is so big and there are so many opportunities in the world. So many different ways of living, raising your babies, etc... As I'm "trying to find myself" Curt is on board with whatever I want to do. He supports me no matter what. He is absolutely my best friend in the whole world! He my best friend, journal, counselor, motivator, nurse, lover, the hands that make me feel whole and my smile not to mention the one who is an amazing daddy to my son who is also my best friend, smile, motivation, my reason for any good I do. I live for God, these boys and myself.
I don't know where I'll be day to day or what I will be learning about myself but I know they'll be by my side, always! Curt and I are growing up together, growing together as one. I couldn't be more happier for with the man God gave me as a soulmate.
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