So here's the deal... I have petty bad depression/anxiety issues. I've been taking Paxil but a whiiile and been doing really good! But since we're trying to have a baby, I'm slowly getting off of it. I was on 40mg then reduced it to 20. I also quit dipping cold turkey, one of hardest things I've done.
Yesterday I woke up and it was like pulling teeth just to get out of bed to go pee! I was so down in the dumps.. I thought i might be sick until i realized that i might have thrown myself for a loop without even realizing it.
I got a little baby dip yesterday and felt a million times better but I dang near refuse to dip while I'm pregnant. I WebMd'd smokeless tobacco while pregnant, it said alot of women turn to it instead of smoking because it us safer than smoking but its still not SAFE. It can cause a breathing condition that causes random brief pauses in their breathing at night.
The thought of that terrifies me! The site also says the baby sometimes grows out of it but the thought of my baby having ANY health issues due to something I did or didn't do makes me sick to my stomach. Especially if i know better, ya know?
But if I quit completely its very likely that I'll have no choice but to choke Curt..Which isn't good for the baby either! (I'm kidding!). But in all seriousness, being unbelievably "down" before I'm even pregnant isn't good for ANYONE! So what in the heck do I do? Of course I'll talk to my doctor but I wanted to get a few more opinions too.
Thank y'all for reading my gripe post!
'Preciate it ;)
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